Crisp leaves, and frosty wind, oh i love the autumn things

Hello guys,

It has just turned autumn if you didn't already realize... sorry summer lovers, i had to!

I am not sure what day it officially turns autumn, maybe that is one for you to find out and let me know down there!

But i love autumn.The crisp orange leaves and the mugs of warm beverage, and the way you can wrap up in what feels like a dozen soft, cosy blankets just to pop out!

Autumn gives me a sense of new beginnings. 

Oh no, new year is just new year for me. Autumn is the time i really feel a sense of fresh starts and what am i going to do differently in this part of my life?

Maybe it is because after the sticky, humid, claustrophobic heat and endless days of the summer (don't get me wrong i do like summer too but come on it is a bit humid and horrid at times?) that when it turns fresh, and frosty and it feels kind of liberating to be out in the chilling winds that wash into your hair and press into your every patch of warm skin.

It makes me feel kind of new, that i am more delicate than i realized before, so i choose my words more carefully and think straighter. The summer haze makes you feel more sleepy and dreamy i guess but then when the cold weather falls it is a sudden wake up alert.

My brain feels more ready and i actually think i am smarter in the colder months.

I feel i am a better person because i think more of the right way to say things.
 I also feel prettier because in the heat my makeup just has to sweat itself off my face or in my pores and gives me rougher skin. In the winter and autumn my cheeks flush rosy and my skin turns pale and i look healthy...with makeup that stays!

maybe i am just rambling on a bit much and this doesn't make any sense but i feel more real in the cold. 

Liberated, free and ready.Autumn hands out fresh starts to everyone.

That must be enough reasons why autumn is my favourite month right?

OH AND HALLOWEEN. CAN'T LEAVE THAT OUT CAN I? at halloween i will do a couple of special posts.. ;)
I have also decided that i may change the look of my blog depending on which season it is, personally when im all snuggled up i like to look at a warm looking blog rather than a summery or cold plain white one. What do you think?

oh yeah. And it is my birthday on the 4th October.

Only 20 days ;)

BE READY 

what shall i do to celebrate my birthday? i NEED ideas QUICK! 

Any comments are appreciated greatly and every idea i will take into account!

Thankyou xxxx

:D

can't you just imagine walking through here with your friends,cute huh

my hannah montana life; school me vs real me

aloha,

 sorry i haven't been around in a few days, i have...you guessed it, been at school.

Oh school is like my life 24/5 (yep otherwise i wouldn't be writing this!) 

Now i am in year 9 i have 30 minute long homework 

And gain about 3 homework per day

With only about 5 hours free time at home after

It sounds enough - doesn't it? 5 hours

wrong.

It takes me an hour to relax and about 2 for dinner and preparation for yet again the next day of school 

So i generally dedicate my childhood years, it leaves me with about 2 hours for well homework which on a bad day should take me an hour and a half - or longer...

what free time then?

See where i'm going with this? 

It is a bloody prison, so children slave away having to answer questions about, i don't know, how rock erodes for an hour each lesson, then expect you to listen to their boring lectures of how to write a letter to the the goverment*, but instead (i am not the only person guilty of this) daydreaming about better things...

louis tomlinson and harry styles walking through the door willing to take me from my villain - the p.e. teacher...just when she announces the dreaded words 

cross country

*

Don't get me wrong. I do like school, i don't get bullied, i have many friends of which i can rely on to make my day at school much happier and bearable, and i do enjoy learning about the suffrogettes and how to paint yourself manga style, but there are many rules i would turn around and many teachers i would sack, then perhaps kick out the country or send to space.. ;)

I really could go on about all sorts of school annoyances: the other students in my year and the one below how they are the bitchiest girls and boys i will ever know (that rhyme came out of nowhere, but i kinda like it)... And how just when your self-esteem goes up they tear you right down again so your, as taylor swift might say "lying on the cold hard ground" oh yes, they strip you of the slightest and most natural looking makeup just to make you want to rebel in year 10 and 11 when you are allowed to wear makeup! 

Idiots.

Overall i am a different girl at school, i am nerdy and have little confidence, my voice changes depending on who i am speaking to, i constantly fret i will fart in assembly in front of the whole year though it has never happened and i feel like total crap - just how i look.

But i guess the school won't be changing any time soon, so i have decided this year i am going to work extremely hard and we will be able to pick our subjects so that should be good :) yay

Is your school like mine? Do you wear uniform like me or what you want? Please let me know! :) x

P.S. i do really like school aswell, i am just picking out the negatives. go me! I am sure if i told you about the positives that would be extremely boring so good for you, i won't! 

mwa, Claudia x